It’s 4 a.m. and I’m sitting here, obviously awake. I had a great nap yesterday afternoon after church and it’s keeping me up now. So, I thought I’d write. I’m listening to what I thought was John Mayer’s Room For Squares album but which is actually a hodge-podge of tracks from early on in Mayer’s career that I happen to have in my iTunes library. The quality of the mp3s are terrible but the songs are pretty good.
—I have a dentist appointment at 8:15 this morning. That’s now about four hours away. I really need to sleep. I’m excited to one day get these braces out of my mouth. They aren’t terrible but they have been inconvenient on more than one occasion, like every time I eat food.
—I finally saw Dark Knight this weekend. I even saw it at the IMAX. I learned a couple of things after watching this movie: I don’t care for big, blockbuster movies. I don’t care a great deal about action movies and I think some violence in movies is slightly disturbing to me (though that wasn’t always the case with me). The movie was very well done. It was well-written, shot nicely and was full of great acting. But I didn’t really care for it. Well, I don’t know if that’s accurate. I liked it, I just don’t think I’ll bother seeing it again. I guess it’s not exactly my type of film.
—I love Amazon.com more and more everyday. Good prices on just about everything you could want. Aside from the mp3s I continue to buy, I found some pens that I’m pretty excited about. “Pens?,” you ask? That’s right.
I have this small obsession with pens. I always have to have a pen on my person at all times. I feel naked without one. When I leave the house or at various times throughout the day, I conduct a self-check, which has now become a mindless, mechanical habit and likely a strange sight for observers. I pat myself down to make sure I still have my possessions. I pat my back right pocket to check for my wallet, then my back left pocket to check for my phone, my front right to check for my pen, then my front left to check for my Chap-stick. I’m not always aware when I do this but I notice when I don’t feel one of the items I’m checking for. Lately, I’ve been dismissing the times my phone is strangely absent or when I forget my precious Chap-stick but I can’t get over when my pen is missing.
I don’t carry just any pen with me. I mean, I will if that’s all that’s available but I’m particular about my pens. Too many companies today are coming out with pens with all the bells and whistles they can cram on and I don’t really care for it. I like a simple, undecorated pen that writes cleanly and semi-fluidly. I don’t like them too inky and I don’t like too fine a point, either. Pentel had a pen several years back that had an ink called the Hybrid Gel. This was a pen with a very basic, plastic shaft, no rubber grip, a simple cap and an ink that flowed nicely but didn’t pour out. I loved that pen. I think I bought a pack every time I walked into an office store. Sadly, they discontinued that model and I hadn’t been able to find it anywhere. I even wrote Pentel a letter asking about it but they never responded. (Yes, I am pathetic.)
I jumped on the gel pen train and it’s done me well. I’ve had a hard time finding a pen that had as an unobtrusive design as the Pentel; every company seemed to think that rubber grips were essential along with crazy paint jobs on the pen itself. Oh well, right? I discovered the Bic Cristal Gel pens soon after. Here was a humble pen, cheaply made and undecorated with a smooth-flowing gel ink and affordably priced. Fantastic, I said. So, naturally, they stopped carrying them in stores.
I’ve been on a hunt for the perfect pen for the past few years to fill the void in my heart and my pocket. I discovered on Amazon.com that Pentel has a new Hybrid Gel pen that looks similar to the one I first discovered many months ago (but with a “cool” new design). I can handle that. But that’s not all – I found the Bic Cristal Gel pens as well. It was an unexpected reunion among lost, loser friends. So I bought ’em. I think I have 12 Pentel pens coming along with, um, 84 Bic Cristal pens… That’s how many that came in the pack, okay? Leave me alone.
Gosh, this post took a drastic turn for the worse. Surely someone out there understands the need for a pen you can identify with, one that writes the way you feel and connects with you in a manner you can’t fully explain. Anybody? Please?
—I miss playing music more regularly. I still play every week at church and I’m thankful for that but I miss playing as much as I did a couple of years ago.
—Has anyone else been shocked/disturbed by the news this weekend? First there was John Edwards’ admission of an affair, then Bernie Mac’s passing and now the loss of Isaac Hayes.
—Things have been busy around here, sort of in a rut as well. Not bad, just the way it is at the moment. This is why I’m really looking forward to the HYPF retreat coming up at the end of the month. It’s going to be three days/two nights at a camp an hour and a half away, full of having fun, relaxing and spending good time with good people and Jesus. I’m especially excited about being outdoors, being around nature and breathing some fresh(er) air. I’m excited about seeing some beautiful skies and seeing the stars out at night. I’m a sucker for skies. I love skies. I really love night skies. According to my calendar, the moon shouldn’t be visible that weekend or only very slightly so which should make for some nice star-gazing. I’m telling you, I love skies. I love skies more than I love pens.
—Okay, it’s time to go to bed. Or something. Dentist appointment is approaching.
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